Self Acceptance- The Judgement Card

Carl Rogers, a Humanistic Psychologist, believed that for change to occur, we must first reach acceptance. In this episode, Nicole and Rootz discuss the Judgement Card and how that archetype plays out in our journey here on earth. They share personal stories and some strategies that worked for them when needing to face the hard truth of acceptance. They also get sidetracked and talk about your personal year 2022 tarot archetype using numerology.

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Welcome to navigating your story with the taro archetypes. My name is Nicola strange, and my cohost is roots. Flax. Tonight, we will be discussing the judgment card. We will be sharing personal stories. And tips and strategies. On what it is really like. Too. Except yourself. And where you will find as we go throughout our discussion. Is to really make change. The first step is acceptance. So stay tuned, relax, and I hope you find the next hour. Very healing. And we're so excited to share. Our stories and our vulnerabilities with you on your healing journey. The concept of this room, we're going to describe, how to really work with taro from a storyteller's perspective, and kind of going about sharing what our lives have been like, through the journeying with this, I believe this week we're on judgment, right? Nicole, we'll be talking about the judgment card and the archetype that you embody when you're working with this card and what we'll do is we'll talk a little bit about it, but then the second half of the hour, we bring people up to share their story with the judgment card and share their personal stories as well. Absolutely. So do you want to go ahead and introduce you, Nicole? Yeah, my name's Nicole, I am a tarot card reader, but when I use the tarot cards, I use them more for tools. I do scrying with them and I can channel guidance from your spirit guides and stuff as I'm using the cards, which is kind of cool. What about you roots? Sure. My name is Rutan blocks. I've been card reader for a while, like 20 years and the taro actually became my first language of understanding how to connect with people. I'm really just grateful to be able to share these different types of lessons with everyone, because they are really a powerful way of guiding ourselves to ourselves. that's how I really liked to see Tara. Yeah. Yeah. I know taro is a beautiful thing when you need some clarity and you might know the answer or you might already understand a little bit, but sometimes parts are just really validating or sometimes they just, like, I find like, I put it out there where you were like, oh, okay. Things to say totally is, look, I'm probably not going to tell you anything that you don't already know about your life. But what I might show you is the things that you've been ignoring and purposely pushing away. So I put my favorite parts about taro. Nicole, how have you been feeling this week? How is a judgment in working with. So I think, you know, I think judgment's an interesting one and again, I just want to acknowledge everyone kind of has some times at different meaning towards a card. For me, when I see judgment and I'm a very visual person. So when I see in the weight Smith's deck, I see the, I actually quite love this card because I see these like naked bodies kinda like standing up almost like, I don't know if they're standing in their own like coffin. I have no idea, but they're standing up and they're like lifting their arms to what looks like an angel. And I don't know if it's angel Gabriel or something, but there's definitely, it's definitely an angel. And I've always, when I've looked at this card, felt it really screams take me as I am. I have nothing to hide. This is who I am and it really screams to me, take me as I am good and shadow. Cause that's just all of who we are. I don't know if I have a story for this week with that card, but I definitely later we'll have a story of that card in my life. What about for you when you, when you're embodying the judgment card, what does that mean for you? Oh my gosh. Well, you know, just going back into like how we each take it. Right. And I love the way you just shared about how it impacts you. Like feeling like the people are coming out of their coffin. Right? Because for me, it's the mother, son. And father Trinity being risen up and being called back in, the highest divine. Right? So that's where the angels are literally guiding people home. So like that's where I it's like literally being freed up from all of the dimensional stuff that we've been held up by and in that giving ourselves the invitation, to be free. So this week I've been transformed. So much transformation has happened this week. I've gotten to be with the light and the dark aspect of myself, and seeing all these different fractals of myself that actually was hurting that I wasn't working with. I get what you were saying, and I could visually see that too. You're saying you're moving beyond our earthly limitations and connecting to source and, having this awakening. Is that kind of what you were talking about I mean, I could definitely see and feel that frequency from it, for sure. But then it's like getting you to see all aspects of yourself. The divine child, the mother, the father. And again, not that anyone is wrong or right. Everything is perfect. Everything is exactly as it should or could be. I think we might have a similar viewpoint where I think this card is alive that self-acceptance, and it sounds like you're saying self-acceptance, but with them, this divine mother or father, can you explain that a little more? What this divine mother, father, and child is? Well, I mean, it's when you go into Kabbalah lore, it's the top portion of the tree of life, and the top portion is, divine, masculine, divine, feminine, and the original oneness, but then it comes down into earth. It's like they all created the child. It's like that holy Trinity, right? Father, mother, holy spirit. Yeah. Kind of sounds like alchemy to, and, and remember that that's literally where we're at. We're nearing the end of the story of terror of the major icon, at least. And within, you know, getting to experience the ending of this path, you start to recognize, oh, those were things that I was letting hold me down. That's kind of where the, the coffin shape from the judgment card is also the physical bodies and then the spirits are being lifted up out of those old bounds. It's like the fullness of that, I don't want to say ego death, but the ending of who we once were to now rise up into who we truly are and being called in by the angels to, to really do that. No, totally. You know, I was listening to someone once described the judgment card and I really think it's kind of what we're getting at a little bit is it's so fascinating it's place. How in the major Arcana it's placed right before you get to the world. What they said is to get to the world, you have to have this moment of acceptance, like a hard look at the truth, the brutal, honest truth, the shadow, the light about your journey, because the major con is a journey. And I really think, and it kind of brings me back to, Carl Rogers. I don't know if you know him. I had to study him when I was doing my masters. He believed change only happens with acceptance. That's his whole philosophy, unless you accept where you are, what you have gone through, who you are, and you're not denying those parts of yourself anymore, you will not make that change. You won't get to the world. Wow. Wow. Okay. I'm really getting that and like, wow. Yeah. When someone talked about the placement of judgment right before the world and how it's like that hard look at you, and then if you don't do that, you won't get to the world. I was like, whoa, that makes sense. Yeah. What you were just sharing was totally describing like my week. let me have a sip of water now go into it. Tell us about your week. Oh my goodness. Okay. So big part of my story that I've literally been denying, right? I have purposely, like, I'm not dealing with it. It's not part of my story. I don't want to talk about it. It was the HIV story. Right? Huge part of my life. But I know I've said it a couple times on here, but I haven't really worked with it, done anything with it. It's a tertiary thing that I'm like, Hey, these conspiracy theorists about What you just shared about Carl Rogers and that acceptance creates the healing that you're needing to then transcend to the next to the next space. Yeah, that was my week because Sunday I called in or went to a forum graduation, basically for some of the people who I had created space for them to come into this program. So I had two people doing it this last weekend and it was amazing and I got something out of it. And there was the conversation about decision and choice. Sometimes the decision is to cut off something like I'm going to decide to go with this and nothing else. I'm not doing that other thing. Right. I'm going to decide to go to the party and, you know, be damned my homework as an example, but then there's. Choice, which is you choose to be with what you choose to be with. I choose to be with my homework because it's part of the commitments that I've already created for my life. And I choose to be with my homework because I choose to do with my homework rather than, than also feeling the FOMO and the fear of missing out and the, oh no, what was me? It's freeing yourself, all that. Well, this weekend I chose to be with my HIV because I choose to be with my HIV in that I had a massive breakthrough, a breakdown and then a breakthrough. It was so powerful and so clear for me in that moment that I had denied myself. And the lesson, if we go back to the you can heal your life by Louis. It live to about how you've forgotten that you were part of the divine plan of existence and then that's how you become so hurt. It sounded like this weekend, there was some things that you were like, I haven't come to acceptance with yet. Huh? Right there, creating that as a, as a thing that I've worked this week. That's amazing. And yeah. And you know, I think we do have little pieces of us, for instance, I've opened up here on my OCD. I honestly, I would tell people I'm like, oh yeah, I have anxiety. And I do, oh gosh, do I experience anxiety? But, this year I was really working with my counselor on my anxiety. I even switched to a specialist counselor, cause I'm like, yeah, actually let's open up about this. I would go see a counselor, to kind of like hear my own voice. That was very powerful for me. And then I always had this experience, anxiety on the background, and it wasn't until the pandemic hit. That I was like, oh my God, I really need to address this. So I never in counseling fully opened up about my OCD habits one, because I was in denial of it. I knew they were there and I'd be like, oh yeah, you know, everyone has a little OCD and like dah, dah, dah. No, mine was pretty big. So I got a specialist over the pandemic when I met with her, we did our first introduction and I'm like, I've never worked with someone on this. I've always kind of had it in the background, but it's ruling my life. And I really need to start to try and heal this. It wasn't till a few months ago where she was like, have you accepted that you have OCD? And I was like, oh my God, no. And it wasn't that it out loud. I was like, I do. And because I knew I had it and I accepted it, then I was open to different forms of options to help treat it. But because I was so in denial, I was kind of letting the OCD drive my car. So I just want to share that because it reminds me of your story where we do have these things that we don't quite accept and they inadvertently. Drive our car for us and we won't reach what we're trying to accomplish, unless we have that breakdown where we go that bare naked truth of acceptance, like, fuck, I've got this and it's okay. But I got to own this, you know? Absolutely. Actually this week, I got in touch with the nutritionist. I got in touch with, a person who was another spirit body person. And they, discussed about, you know, this is a type of medication. So to say it's like supposed to be really helpful for this. And another one was doing a nutritionist thing that was combined with, you know, building up antibodies and, you know, it was fascinating to me to like, Suddenly have options. I will admit that I haven't fully explored any of the options. I'm still super like, whoa, I'm processing it. But I also haven't been on medications or anything for five years. And part of the thing is, is I'm just kind of scared, right? It's like, but then their numbers are going to be that's what's really gonna be scary or they're gonna be like, oh no. Yeah, yeah. You know, I think, and thank you so much for sharing that because even with the OCD, that was this thing and it still is part of my life at the moment. I mean, I'm on the journey to healing it, but I have to admit I've made big strides. I think a piece of the acceptance is something that you said, it's that one word we run from it because we're scared. You know, sometimes we are not invincible and we can be scared, but I love, I don't know if you've ever read the book on teamed by Glennon Doyle, she has this quote in it and it came from something else. It's her quote in the book that she repeats is we can do hard things. And so when we're scared, we, we can do hard things if we need to. Absolutely. And it's like imperative that we do it is because staying in that fear, which hell yeah, I know that feeling it's comfortable, but it will never get us to that world card. It won't, it will never get us over to that world card because I think if we stay in that fear, we don't reach the completion we have to address that part of us. You're right. It sometimes always just comes down with that. I'm scared to address it. And once we face it, head on back to like that moon card where we're kind of like the unknown and we can't quite see things. And for me, the moon was a little more, anxiety and fears and uncertainty, but yeah, that's the journey. We have to go through that to reach that place where we've hit self-actualization actualization. I don't know. What would you describe the world card when we reach that? It's a pretty awesome part. It's another naked lady in the back. It's literally us coming back to our wholeness. This is literally that frequency of presence where you're not bound by all of the realities that we've created and crafted for ourselves to be that, you know, you're able to be free to act and to be so present in who you really are and know that it's beautiful. I will be completely transparent. I can't tell you the last time I drew the world card. It's funny you say that. Cause I did a reading for myself today. I did past present and future for a question I had to ask and in the future world showed up. I know. And I was like, oh my God. And roots, I, this was just today. And I said to myself, oh my God, I rarely pulled that card. Like I haven't pulled that card in a year. And let me tell you it's been a fucking hell year. So I've definitely like gone through the journey of the major Arcana. And I'm like, whoa, is it possible? Could I possibly be like getting to the world? I wonder if that's true for a lot of people because I rarely pull that card. Do you think that that that's like a, you know, I suppose it's, it's like with everything else, there's the full randomization of possibility and probability, but you know, if you're not at a place to become an alignment with that type of. It makes absolute sense. And then when you are in alignment, you're going to get it. Like I shared when we were on the tower card, I drew the tower card, every single reading that I did for over a year. So probability of that is fucking nuts. Yeah. Okay. So, you know, it's like, I don't know how that happened. I don't know, but I'm just here to testify that that was a weird year for sure. So it's like, you know, with anything, if, if you're in the right spot, cool. If you're not cool, but it sounds like you're in the right spot for moving into that nonjudgmental wholeness being secure, being supported and you know, just really being nurtured in that, in, in, in your literally nurturing yourself. Remember cause the cards. For me, it's not about, oh, somebody else is going to do the work. It's literally guiding us to do the work so completely that we actually feel that type of presence now echoing into us and through us and other great point. When you're traveling through that major Arcana, you're the one traveling. And I think that's really important is they just kind of show us a little bit, like, you know, you pull the tower card and it's saying, well, this is what the energies are right now, but it's, you're the one that's going to get you out of the tower card. And you're the one that's gonna move you to the star card, you know? Right. Very important. And I think that's why when you pull the world card, when you make it to the world and maybe, maybe it doesn't show up as often for people, because it truly is. I sign of completion where I do think the other cards, you know, you can kind of go interchangeably. Like you might experience the moon and then had to like, you know, the star and then head to the tower. But I feel like the world, when you reach that, I feel like you can't get to the world until you pass the judgment, at least. And then I think when you reach the world, it's like, holy shit, I did it. It's like, you almost ran a marathon and you finally reached the finish line. Do you know that feeling like, and I've never ran a marathon, but when you've worked so hard for something and you pull that world card, you're like, oh fuck, I did it. Oh my God. And you're so proud of yourself. You're so proud of yourself when you got to the world. Yeah. I'm in it. I'm ready for it. I'm like, let's go nation. I know, but I, you know, I think now that we're just talking about the different placements of the cards, I do think some are interchangeably, but I think the judgment card is almost the gate keepers or the body guards to the world. Like, I feel like they're like the gate right before you like open the gate to get to the world card. I think judgment standing there at that gate being like, Hey, did you do your homework, your homework, because you're not going to get all it well, cause that's literally it, right? It's literally being able to be comfortable with all aspects of yourself and honoring all aspects of yourself to then be able to step freely comfortably from that nothingness space where you're literally able to be those spirits floating upward. Into wherever right into the light forever. And then being able, cause my favorite depiction of the world card actually comes from the Allister curly deck where there's a divine feminine aspect, looking through a lens and a Ray of light that is beaming down onto the 12 constellations. It's like, she's directing this lens of awareness to one specific Zodiac sign. I don't remember which one it is, but it's like, you know, really taking that time to just see yourself so fully and completely like, yeah, this is exactly what you should and could be doing. And you know, the universe literally has your back right now. How about that? Yeah, absolutely. And the imagery, cause it sounds a little bit like the imagery is a little different from the weight Smith of that one, but kind of similar where you feel the divine presence above you. In both of the imagery that you were just talking about and I was talking about with the weight Smith. So when you say the universe has your back, it's almost like the universe is reading to say, we love all of you. Have you loved all of you yet? Oh shit. She's dropping bombs over here. Y'all she's got it. She's like, can I with this gesture card? It's it's you know, and I never really connected to it too much, but. I don't. I think I enjoy, like, I don't connect to it and then boom, look at you now or like coming out, but it's true. Like, I think it's like, well, we've been loving you and have you loved yourself yet? You know? And, and that comes from that radical self-acceptance. I mean, literally think about the card right before. Last week with the sun card, we were so excited. We were like childlike energy, just exploring and playing and having fun. And now this week it's like, yeah, can you see how beautiful it is for you to be so full, healthy, and complete in all of your many aspects and all of your many Hughes. And then next week, it's all about literally accepting all aspects of yourself. And just really appreciating who you are, knowing that the universe literally has your. Right. I'm so excited. When I finally admitted that, I experience or CD I really did then open me up to, okay, now these are options that work for people with this and what feels right for you. What happened was when I got to the acceptance, is it moved me, my ego, like what you said, kind of said, the coffin in the judgment card is really like the tying of the ego or like that was trying so hard to remain perfect because what is perfect, but the ego thinks it knows what perfect is. And it kind of like, lets that part die away then now that block is gone and now you can ask. Things that you probably always needed, you know, things that you were too, maybe stubborn to look at in the first place, to get you to a better place to get you to a better situation. So, yeah. When you're in the judgment card and when you're embodying that archetype and you're in a place where you are scared to really look at the truth of things, the truth of who you are and that radical self-acceptance, what are some self care routes or what is some like strategies you use when you're in that place? And I have a few too. Okay. Well, it's, it's fun because I, I, as you say that, I'm thinking about like, well, first you got to get really clear with where you're not. Right. So it goes back to our earlier conversation with Carl Rogers and the acceptance piece. You got to accept that, Hey, you know this is, this is where I'm at. Like, you were accepting your OCD and the acceptance you actually are then given power, versus if you're fighting it, then you're fighting and you're fighting the thing instead of, you know, having the power to work with whatever is there to work with. Yeah, absolutely. I think that feeling of being scared is real. I think there's areas of us that we just don't want to go there. When you're dealing with being scared, for me, what I do is I reach out to my support systems. I'm a huge fan of counseling and counseling doesn't work for everyone. You know, someone's support system might be a tarot reader. Someone's support system might be a coach someone's support system might be sibling like it's whatever your support system is for me, it's definitely a counselor. And so when I'm going through something like that, I definitely, when I'm ready to face something, I'm afraid of, I definitely pull in someone I trust with who I am. And for most people that's might be just one or two people, but you pull them in and you said, look, I'm about to do this. I'm kind of facing this. And I'm a little scared and all of a sudden, just having that person know or having that person the next day, just check in on you and go, Hey, how are you doing? Or say, you know what, me too, in another story, your way they can relate. I always think that's what helps me then not be so afraid to look at the truth of a situation, because I feel that support that. So that's what I do and I'm scared. And then the next piece I was going to say, and you kind of talked about roots, how you kind of did this this weekend, when you were experiencing the judgment card and you were kind of looking at a truth to yours is let the tears fall, let the tears fall, that the anger come out. If you want to say, I hate this, or I hate you or something, whatever it is that you need to have right out of you and it's messy, but then it comes out and then you're okay again. So I think that's my tips and strategies. When it's coming to a place of like this, you know, radical, true acceptance. I let the tears fall. I let whatever emotion needs to come out, come out. I bring in my support and then I always make it. I always make it out to the world. I like it. And I might watch a movie or listen to a song that might be relatable to my situation. Do you know what I mean? Those movies where someone's down, but then they get back up. Like, I might do that for some just extra support to get me down. Yeah, totally. Those are amazing. Self-care tips that I do when I'm in the judgment when I'm in the judgment. And when you're in the judgment, especially when you're judging yourself. and we forget that and we try and to say, oh, I know I'm not, I'm so perfect. And everything is great. And then in that we stopped accepting who we really are and like that doesn't work. Right. I just want to welcome Jocelyn back. Cause I saw that she's a comedian and I'm like, I think this is one of the hardest things that we ever do, right. Is we sometimes get judged so much that we don't even allow ourselves to play and convenient to do that. Fun-ness where they're literally like, bro, I'm going to go so hard on poking fun of my own silliness of being a human that it's then made into something that's comedic. I love comics or comedians that are like therapy. Oh my God. Yeah. I have a friend who is a comedian too, actually. And it is a form of therapy for her. She will go through. Like everyone, you know, she's had some really hard times and when she can put it into something that people can relate to, but then like laugh with like, oh my God. Yeah. Isn't, you know, laughter is a beautiful medicine. When you're going through the judgment card, let's be real. And like where you can laugh and be like, holy crap, this is crazy or human experience. Oh my God. And you laugh. It really is therapeutic and absolutely. Yes. I'm super excited that we were doing this. I'm super excited in a way in excitedness and sadness that we're coming to the end. This is the end of the world, as we, I know that's kind of funny. Oh my God. It's just like, have a theme song for each Terra car. That's what we'll do next time. We'll have like a theme song to go along with with totally. I totally like that because for anyone that's Claire audient, I know that that happens for them. They'll like pull a card and hear a song. And so yeah, if we can find a song for the car, that's great. I know with the queen of ones, I always hear the song. This girl is on site. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. She is. And she'll wreck your world. If you let her, you better honor her. Yeah. You know, and that's, I wonder what judgment would be. Ah, Ooh. Would it be like, no, that would be justice. Cause I was about to say like, you know, SVU or whatever that like opening song. Yeah. I think that that's this dude. What was it? Like, you know, the man in the mirror for the moon. I think that like fully embodies that. Oh, Michael Jackson. Yeah. What would that totally does? And then obviously I think for the sun card, the Beatles here comes the sun. Oh, absolutely. Totally. Yeah. I don't know. I don't know what Chinese sure. It would be. Right. I'm like what song literally evokes the conversation. And this definitely goes for the audience because we could use your help with this. Would it literally evoke the idea of radical acceptance of yourself to the point where there you're then you're like literally liberated. I'm thinking of trying to think of a song that would convey like that type of energy of actually accepting yourself. Yeah. Yeah. I dunno if like Rihanna has got one. I definitely have, I don't what is it? Is it like the five of swords? What's the one, the S the number to the one where like the poor person in the weight Smith is like sitting in bed with like her hands, his, or her hands on their head. And like, the swords are like behind them. Cause they're like trapped. The person's kind of like setting up and there's like a whole bunch of swords on and on top of them. Not the w it's like the one in bed where they're in bed. They're up. It's like they're up late at night and the swords are like against the wall. I'm looking them up right now. I have a, I have a song for that. The song would be the monsters in my head by Rihanna. Oh, Ooh. Is it the one with the resorts or is it the one with the, a whole bunch of swords? I mean, like, it's not the one with the sword stabbing the guy in the back. It's not that one. And then it's not the like victim one where like the person's tied to the store. It's, it's the one that, it's the one right after that. So that's eight or that that's eight is the one with the person's bound. And then nine is the person sitting up in bed with the swords, like. Yes. Okay. So that is the nine you're, right? You're right. Like I'm friends with the monsters and side of my head. I get it. I had another one. Oh, what was it? Oh, the empire. Oh yeah. Oh God. I just listened him for New York city. Yes. The New York city concrete Django's that are made. What card would that be for the star? Absolutely. Yeah. Yeah. We're getting it. We're getting it up there. How do I find out about Arturo archetype? This is a question from Jocelyn. so excited that you wrote to us. Okay. What was the question I want to see if I can help? How do we find out our taro? Numerology one. Yeah. So, yeah, there's a few ways if you want to figure out your personal archetype, not the archetype you're embodying in the year, but your personal archetype by adding your date, adding the number of your month, the day you were born and the year. For instance, for me, I was born July 6th, 1989. So I would add seven plus six plus one plus nine plus eight plus. And that would get me to a number. And then you want to then so say I'm not, I'm not good at math, so I'm not going to do the mental math in my head right now. But like, say I got me, got me to the number, like 76. Then you would take seven plus six. What gets you to 13? And then what you do is you look at the major Arcana and you see what card is the number 13? Do you know that off the top of your head roots? Do you know what the major kind of what death? Yeah. Okay. So then for me, I mean, I haven't really done the number. I do know my card, but it's not death, but oh, oh. But, well, so, so what the other part is, is it death, but then it would also be the one in the three would then add up and then that's four. So then it's also emperor. Yes. So you would have a mix of emperor and death archetype to who you are in this lifetime. That would be the archetype you're kind of embodying. And then if you want to know your year, oh, I want to do this. I did it like a week ago and I kind of forget now your numerology year. So we're in 2022, you would do the same thing. You would take your numbers. So I would go seven plus six, but instead of adding 1989 to it, I would add 2022 to it. So I would go seven plus six plus two plus zero plus two plus two. And whatever number that is, you want to just. Bring it down again to single digit or a double digit that is still in the major Arcana. Okay. Let's just do a routes for fun. I'm going to calculate my number right now for 2022. And you do yours and let's see what archetype we are for 2022. So I added the seven plus the six plus. What did you guy got 19? I'm the star. That's a good one to have for 20, 22, right? Visualize where you want to be. What are you wanting in your experience? And then you said, you're the son. I am 19. I will take the sun for this year. Here's the fun-ness about the sun, right? Because that's my, that's my birth thing. So then when you're the son, you're also the magician and the wheel. So you're literally the one helping steer the ship of your entire reality. Right. What's fun for me is the the star is then also strengths. So then it's also about having the courage to go and use the things that you're primally expired by and working with it. No, I will loving 20, 22 right now. Jocelyn, if you add, so, so she's September 14th, 1984. So what we would do is the, eight, so nine plus one. Yeah. Okay. And then it comes up to 36 and then you'd add those again. So then the three plus six would then come down to nine. I, you know, I got 36 2, so our math's correct. So then she would be a nine for her personal archetype altogether. So what what's the nine? Oh, I love the hermit. So that's definitely tell us why that would be for you roots. If like you were embodying, that's like your journey. When you're doing the hermit, it's that energy of taking time to really find who you are energetically and really searching for your own light, the things that light you up, that you're inspired by that you're excited by. And then the hermits, they tend to go really deep and then they come back out with this thing that they just found. They're like, oh my God, y'all, it's amazing. Let's come play. Yeah, that's what I would share about that. What would you say. I think very similar. I would say that your journey may be in this lifetime. If that's like your personal archetype is a lot of going within and getting that wisdom within you. I'm getting a sense if that's your archetype, just kind of like what roots was saying, you're going to have a lot that you're going to want to bring to this world, but it's going to come from like that silencing the outer world, kind of doing that meditation and gaining that wisdom that you have within you, that you can give to this world you're really going to have a really rich, inner dialogue. Oh, my God, you know, it's so fun. I did that extra part with the nine plus 14 plus the 22 or 2022. And she's in the world, energy. This is all about Jocelyn in case anybody wasn't aware the world revolves around Jocelyn. Cause Jocelyn's already like up there. She's doing it. She's showing out. And because it, I mean, I'd love to hear if you want to jump up here. Yep. There we go. Come on. Let's come up here. If this is so great that you're literally the next beat energy, but you're here. So Jocelyn, how are you? What's alive for you. Hi. Hello. Amazing. Everything. I figured at this point, I was like, they're talking about me. I had enough. I really should get up there, especially cause then it'll reference me. But wow. That's pretty amazing. And for me, especially, I think it's very indicative of my current journey as a comedian where a lot of my comedy is coming from within me right now because I'm very new. So it's all coming like that whole hermits part where, you know, it's funny when I was a kid I used to go through this phase where I didn't want to go out. I didn't want to act if you want to do anything. I literally just want to spend all my time home alone in my room by myself. And I used to call it my hermit phase. You said something about me being in the world energy that's kind of amazing too, his law, because like I said, like. I am day viewing. I started doing comedy in March of last year, and I told myself that I would launch me as a comedian starting January 1st, 2022. And although I didn't necessarily do it in like the way I had planned in my head, like OCD wise or whatever, I'm still doing it. And I'm just letting it come out of me as it's happening. So amazing. And I literally was just telling people today how, for some reason, I think the universe has just definitely like putting me into clubhouse rooms, which are just very much what I need or where I need to be. So thanks. That's how it happens. Right. Let's, let's let Jocelyn via a household name. Yeah. Oh, I would love to have that happen for you. And here's some of your comedy and, you know, W if your kind of having a world year, which is a really awesome card, it's like the world is your oyster. Just embrace it, it's this card of completion where something you've always wanted to do you kind of obtain it in that cycle, you know, and we always start a new cycle after, but that's awesome. Okay. Roots. So are we ready to kind of wrap up the judgment, which I actually, I really enjoy talking about the judgment tonight. It was a lot easier and not as judgmental as I thought it was going to no, not at all. And you know what? I have the sense of freeing newness, you know, I just want to say it feels freeing and I think that's what happens when you go through the judgment card, you feel like a big weight off your shoulder. If you do the work of what the judgment card is telling you to do, you feel lighter inside, like ha I've lifted that burden from me. I've lifted that, that weight I was carrying when I was judging that part of me Right. It does feel, it does feel lighter. Oh, gosh, I'm so excited for this coming week. Every week we've been going through the next one. So next week we will actually be talking about the world it's just give me so much fun. We're we're literally walking each week with the lessons of the taro. Thank you for joining us for our episode. We hope that you laughed with us and we hope that. You left with some healing or at least knowing that we are also going through the journey of life and. We're all in this together. Next episode, we'll be talking about the world card. And that is the last card in the major Arcana. And what the world card is all about is completion. So we'll be talking a lot about what is it like to reach that completion? In the meantime, check out our websites. My website is wild and free healing dot com. I do shamonic taro readings. And I have a lot of great things that I offer. And if you want to work with roots, he's also a terror reader. And you can find him. Uh, Roots in flux. Dot square.site. We're also both on Instagram and belong to taro and tea on clubhouse. so please check us out. We would love to help you on your journey and everyone. Have a good night. And good week. we look for it too. Talking with you all again. Bye take care.